I've been extremely and unusally tired the last three weeks. It's difficult to get out of bed and be social (well, that's not so unusual). I feel as though I have been mentally beaten down. My talk with my bipolar boss has proven more pernicious than I thought. All I have swimming wildly in my noggin' is that the job I have now was a hand out because my previous references were bad. He said that the cumulation of my bad work does not warrant a job that I currently possess. A girl can't get a job with bad references. I'm beyond upset. I'm crushed. I tried to rectify things but depending on other people for help is not a worthwhile or timely choice.
On the flip side, I know my work and my work is good. How do I not let this get to me? hmmm.... let's put it this way. How does attacking my livelihood not affect me? If there is a way, then show me so I can get out of this rut.
