Riding the wave

 I'm letting this feeling and the progression of fantasy thoughts ride through me like a wave. I can see it end. In my mind, we are already in a relationship meeting his friends. Logically it will not happen due to circumstance. Another factor is that it is only one sided. My side. My infatuation. My wave to ride. I would like it to end soon as I am sure that is near. What I have learnt is that there are people that can meet my expectations out there. I am hopeful that I will meet another in the right time and perhaps explore the possibilities. I am excited.